Rediscovery.
Well…I always say I’m going to try to be consistent in blogging more, but that never happens. So rather than say that again, I’ll spare you and say that I probably will blog just about as often as I do now.
The reason I’m writing tonight is that I just realized something about music and the way I’ve gone about acquiring it over the last couple years. I never used to download, but once I didn’t have enough money to support the artists I love through buying their music (though that’s not really where their money is made) I didn’t really have a choice. I had forgotten what it was like to hold the product in my hand and appreciate an album for everything that it was worth. The artwork, the packaging, etc… It’s a beautiful thing and it bums me out that I stopped caring about all of that. As long as I could get the music free of charge, I didn’t care. But what’s the fun in that when you don’t get all of the amazing things that come along with it when you actually buy the album?
I’ve discovered this about myself because for Christmas this year, I was given a record player. It is hands down the best gift I have ever received, and it has completely revived that part of me that cared about actually owning the product of the bands that I love’s music. And not just the music, but seeing all of the artwork and actually having something tangible…something I can attach a memory to. I can’t say that I really remember downloading any one album and thinking, “Oh wow, I’m so stoked that I finally have this!” It’s also made me appreciate the process of looking for music in record stores, and discovering new things by myself rather than reading the latest Pitchfork article and saying, “Oh I bet this new band is awesome because Pitchfork says they are…better go download it and see…” Not that they’re always wrong, but damn it feels good to have my own say in it again, and actually trying to find new stuff on my own. Sure, it is a little more expensive, but unless my apartment burns to the ground (knock on wood), or I lose them I’ll have these records forever. Every one of them is a new memory, or a reminder of an old one. This is literally one of the most satisfying and beautiful feelings in the world.



















